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Hello,
So update
I went to a graduation party yesterday and how I wished I stayed home and rotted and loathed in self deprecation in the safety of my bed instead

I'm just being dramatic, but really I wished I stayed home instead, I mean almost three hundred people at you're party? I don't even know a 100 people
I ate something, then danced, then went home and got McDonalds with my family, then watched TWD (The Walking Dead) with my sister
I mean it was an OKAY party but I almost slipped and died in front of everyone so I hate myself forever now

and I fell asleep without showering or washing my face or anything just threw on some random clothes and went to bed because I was EXHAUSTED
So I woke up feeling terrible, but I showered this morning so it's fine I guess

I also learned something about this like conjoined fetus ball it happens mostly with cows but it's excess skin and flesh that the cow throws out while giving birth to the baby cow

it's interesting

I have a huge poster of the Beatles on my wall so I open my eyes and the first thing I see is George Harrison's beautiful smoldering, young face
It gives me a feeling of joy in the morning

Today I also plan on buying more posters to complete the small empty patch on my wall
I still need to buy my PTV and SWS posters so that's probably what I'll buy first
and my Fnaf poster almost forgot about that

recently I've been eating so many apple flavored things
apple oatmeal
apple ice cream
apple
and that's it

also I wake up knowing that I'm going to be a 50 year old lady one day if I even live that far but if I do I'll be 50 years old one day
growing up is inevitable
I want to stay a silent embryo for the rest of my life ughhh
No feeling no emotion no brain just silent egg
Don't make me get a job!

every day has it's own worries and problems

BEFORE I DIE I WANT TO SEE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE

I should probably clean my room now so I'll go do that, will update tomorrow too

buybye

Current Mood: blank
Current Location: Chair
Current Music: Prayers/Triangles- Deftones

Hi
The end of 2025 is soon to be completed, I'll look at the bottom of my laptop and see it'll say 2026, 2025 will solely be a memory, just like it has been for the millions of years, memories memories.

I feel like I wasted my time, just sitting around in my room avoiding any sort of social interaction because I'm into deep inside my head I don't want to leave this kind of dissociation.

yabadabadooyabadabadee
I really need to start looking on the positive side of things, I like to remember that two years ago I thought my life was over and I should just die already, but here I am, writing an entry for my secret blog.

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the start of 2025 was fun, I was normal, the middle of it was extra fun, towards the end not so fun.
It's safe to say I'm scared of the future I mentioned this in my entry before but, I just CAN'T shake the feeling of some sort of impending doom, something I will suffer deeply and it fills me with anxiety, dread, anxiousness, regret, so many things. I Just need to calm down literally nothing has happened.

I downloaded RDR2 and I'm beyond excited, mind blasting excitement but I need to finish Arkham Knight Batman first before anything!
I'm also getting better at my electric guitar whoopee!
My dear sister is also currently working on my upright piano because it was so out of tune so she's working on that little by little,

but right now we have like just a regular little piano with all the buttons and stuff so I'm just playing on that, I stopped playing for like 3,4 years but came back just this year I mean it's pretty easy I remember everything I just have some difficulty relearning on some aspects of reading sheet music but practice makes perfect, and I also came to learn that practice is one of the most important things when you want to learn something, I mean it's obvious really, you really see that progress and feel a sense of satisfaction but also renewed energy that wants to keep pushing further so you can get even better, it's all practice practice practice.

Woah I turned pretty wise there for a moment

I also just discovered French toast cinnamon crunch and it's like cinnamon toast crunch but ten times better I recommend.
Last night I started watching the movie showgirl because of a clip I saw and, my mind is deeply tainted. Usually I can handle sex and awkward moments in movies but it was just too much. It was straight up naked ladies and men I got through half of it before I questioned the existence of my life. Just straight up everything just bodies and to make it worse they were dancing around people say it's a "masterpiece" but to me it looks like the perfect movie someone would watch just to jerk off to because of how many naked scenes there is. But I guess it was great at representing LA strip clubs in the 80's
I do NOT recommend that movie unless you can handle just a bunch of naked people dancing and well, stripping.

Anyways
I also have been feeling braindead like I can't think or maybe it's because I haven't taken my multivitamins.
I'm also deeply in love with Sid Jenkins in Skins I know he's a grown man now but I would do anything ANYTHING to go back in time.
I also need to start setting goals for myself I'm just trying to finish school and die. Just kidding but that's always an option.
I don't want to work, I don't want to have a relationship, I don't want to shower
the shower part is just me being lazy
I also started watching the walking dead and it's great I don't recommend if you can't handle gore and people eating with their hands.

I also plan on posting my precious cat on here just to show her so keep a lookout for that!

And tomorrow I'm going to combine my two favorite things, an uncrustable specifically peanut butter and jelly flavor and fruit loops and see how that goes.

There's so many other things I could think and talk about but for now I'll leave it here because I'm sleepy
goodnight! buenas noches! Sayonara!

Current Mood: exhausted
Current Location: Hitting the Hay!
Current Music: NONE

BLA BLA BLA BLU BLU BLU

I also forgot to mention I watched the fnaf 2 movie and the many references were AMAZING, though I didn't like how they switched up william afton's daughter
It was NOT lore accurate but

IN CASE
you haven't watched it then I wont say ANY SPOILERS

but just know for me it was EPIC!
I love foxy and mangle

Current Mood: thirsty
Current Location: My bed that i love so much

It's very dark outside and eerily quiet.

Recently I feel like I have no thought behind my eyes, just a brain that's not even working
I'm missing social cues, I'm becoming awkward again, I don't want to talk to anyone DANG IT

I want to hide be safe and alone and have an unlimited supply of water because my head hurts.

I wish I had a best friend I was born with, like childhood best friend
I've always felt so lonely
I'm home alone most of the time, my family leaves frequently, I wish I was a baby again so I could be small enough to be held by my mother's arms

I find it hard to think now, to do things when you're so unmotivated, but the world keeps moving either you try to move with it or become a failure,
a waste of a human.

I've always felt sad and lonely even though it sounds pathetic I never had someone who truly stuck around
but it's okay I say things like this and when I'm out in social gatherings I desperately want to be back in my bedroom.

pick a lane!

I'm so tired and my head hurts, have to wake up early tomorrow
Buenas Noches!

Current Mood: sad
Current Location: My Trundle
Current Music: Nada zero

Hello!
so a few updates I haven't posted on here in a while, I'm in somewhat a band we're still deciding on the band name which uhh we haven't figured out but our lead vocalist wants something related to gardens like gardenia which I thought was kind of stupid but whatever. Or like a unique name like Agatha,

So...we're still working on it heh
I feel a lot of pressure because I want to do good in this band and I am the lead guitarist and I only recently started playing AND I'm left handed so the strings are flipped and it's kind of harder to play songs so whatever I'll pursue and surpass this obstacle

PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT.
I do have the first part of come as you are by nirvana which is chord progression to me!

I've been feeling like I've lost my charm or personality as a person, I used to make people laugh so easily and it came out so naturally, I feel like I've just been going through the motions of life and Im waiting on some sort of impending doom or death

I love showering, it's what I wait for at the end of everyday, I turn the water on warm enough and I just sit there against the wall it's so comforting and I have a little night light in the bathroom so it's dark but with a little light in the corner and I just like to think about many sorts of things as I sit there..

This feeling of hopelessness and dread has been what I've been feeling these past months the desire to be born as a boy. I hate myself, the uncomfortable feeling of having this sort of body knowing things could have been much more simpler if I was born a litttleee different.
I know my place but I just wish I could be someone greater someone with more opportunity in life but I just know that I can never be who I truly want to be for I was brought onto this earth to be someone, it's just the way things are and all I can do is sit on the floor of my bedroom wishing and dreaming and yearning for a life that may never come.

I want to be my own person, I don't want to get married I don't want to have to depend on someone I want to suffer I want to see the world
I just want so many things I can't have.
and that's just how it is

I want to shove my hand down my throat feel the contents rise I want to claw at my face and live my own demise I want to break the cords in my body as I keen for a life I may never receive shave off all my hair without it being considered something walk around shirtless no tear not tassel no worry no fear no sadness no anger just control of being one human. I want to ride bikes and climb trees walk around and be free I want my father to stop telling me he wish he had a son instead. I want to work with my hands I want to create I want to get cut and burned I want my life to be at risk I don't want to feel this discomfort but there's absolutely nothing I can do about it. I must live this life till it dies or till I take it myself.

Well that's about it for the update!
Goodnight I'm sleepy

Current Mood: lonely
Current Location: Beddie bee
Current Music: NONE

I'm convinced very convinced I was born in the wrong time.

I would give up my soul everything my heart my limbs to go see Asking Alexandria perform Alerion.

but of course danny just had to ruin everything and become a country singer.

I CAN'T HAVE ANYTHING.

of course every elite band from back then are all dead and old now.

DAMN MY PUTRID LIFE

I have a math test tomorrow. I have to sit in a dull room filled with all these other stupid kids that scroll mindlessly every single day of they're lives and are all failing and they smell bad and I can't even I can't even.

And I have to study math all night because who pays attention in math. NOT ME. I have so many things I want to do so many places I want to see I DON'T CARE ABOUT MY MATH GRADE I DON'T CARE ABOUT THE STUPID BOY SHE'S DATING just let me out of hereeeeeee help me I'm banging on this glass window desperately just imagine me however you would dying, crying, screaming, wanting OUT.

I don't CARE if you want a nose job I don't CARE if you feel insecure I WANT TO GO SEE SLEEPING WITH SIRENS THAT'S ALL I WANT.

I'm clawing at the dirt and getting my nails dirty as I desperately try to dig myself a hole that will somehow, magically transport me to the past

WHY CAN'T I HAVE A SKINNY PALE, BLACK HAIRED BOYFRIEND WHO WILL LISTEN TO METAL WITH ME That's all I truly desire
I don't want responsibilities I don't want to study
I don't want to have to deal with feelings of other people
It's too much work

Current Mood: anxious
Current Location: BEdroomXD
Current Music: NONE

Currently: Laying in bed two blankets and I'm still cold.

I also read this quote apparently it's a classic and I live under a rock:

"you must give up the life you planned in order to have the life that is waiting for you"
-Joseph Campbell

Also I feel like I'm going blind. that's my biggest fear believe it or not walking around with a huge pair of glass frames on my face and then taking it off to be completely blind? That just sounds great.

Let me have...a triple dipper with honey chipotle chicken crispers, mozzarella sticks, and southwestern eggrolls oh and ranch, avocado ranch, and marinara sauce.

Thank you...oh and sprite with ice please

Current physical state: Head hurting, going to watch south park to soothe it.

Comme ci comme ca
Goodnight
また明日!

Current Mood: relaxed
Current Location: BEdd
Current Music: Asking Alexandria: Black

HI!
my last entry had gone a bit haywire but I'm peaceful now.

The title of this entry is "Perpetual Martyrdom" it's a word I kind of thought of, though it's literal meaning does not really make sense in a normal sentence you would use day to day but you could think of this word in a more metamorphic, poetic way.

The word perpetual refers to never-ending or infinitely, on the other hand, martyrdom means dying for one's belief or cause. I was thinking, just about this word like in scenarios and it could mean an ongoing sacrifice, or that one's beliefs eternally require endurance, it's a more symbolic way of self-immolation and that it can evoke the feeling into a person of being infinitely being burdened by convictions.

I just thought of the word and thought it is interesting and decided to share!

Goodnight!

Current Mood: tired
Current Location: Blanket
Current Music: None!

I've fucking lost it this is all over I don't want to do this anymore I chopped off all of my hair when I know I have an image to maintain, I have friends, unfortunately, maybe ones that might even care about me as a person my lips are chapped which is for me the worst feeling in the world. I'm sick, my throat hurts whenever I swallow, my stomach hurts
just kill me already but I can't and I won't I just can't I'm a coward I feel like I just

walked a dry bone dessert. I'm convinced I have seasonal depression. because every fall my life starts going downhill and you can only imagine
how winter goes, then summer and spring is where my life blooms like the colorful flowers in spring then it's a cycle I get ugly, dry, miserable and depressed in the cold seasons

people are like oh Christmas! Snow! Boots and fashion and scarfs! NO NO It's DEATH COLD DEATH I GET MISERABLE I HIDE IN MY ROOM ALL DAY UNDER TWENTY BLANKETS I DON'T FEEL LIKE TALKING TO ANYBODY MY GRADES?....oh my poor sweet amazing grades I was doing great this start of the year all A's I was filled with motivation I loved my friends I loved my family I loved my cat my dear sweet cat I enjoyed learning new things in school say I might even enjoyed math at some point...but then summer had to end. THEN IT ALL. FELL. DOWN. THESE GRADES ARE GOING TO DEPEND ON MY FUTURE I CAN'T CHEAT I'M GOING TO END UP ON THE STREETS I'LL BE THE FAILURE OF MY FAMILY NO MALE IS EVER GOING TO LOOK AT A POOR DIRTY WORTHLESS PIECE OF NOTHING ON THE STREETS I'M NOT STUPID I KNOW I'M NOT IT'S THIS WEATHER THE COLD I HATE IT I HATE IT MORE THAN ANYTHING I HATE IT MORE THAN BRUSSEL SPROUTS.

and on top of that I'm having an identity crisis who even AM I? why do I have five fingers why do I walk why do I have organs what even are those? why do I blink who what where when WHY? why am I a human? couldn't I be a cow? or something a shark a dolphin why this why me I'm just another lowly human in this world searching for success searching for love, relationships, satisfaction, revenge, desires all of it and I'm just another out of what 8 billion people in this putrid world working to also get a house a family then die? and on top of that especially as a lady you have to look nice I need to be easy on the eyes as some people say but I'm just FLESH BONES AND SKIN IF I RIPPED MY FACE OFF IN FRONT OF EVERYONE WOULD I HAVE TO LOOK NICE ANYMORE?

But it's ok. I need to calm down I just had to speak of my frustrations I am serene like a flower, a cute mouse I am humble and frail.

Current Mood: nervous
Current Location: My Bedroom.
Current Music: none.

Hello!
Yet another entry!
I've been feeling like I'm getting back into my...I would call it rhythm of life and stuff like that my RUMBO, my routine.

As I mentioned before I went to Florida I am back now it was a relaxing trip might I say◝(ᵔᗜᵔ)◜ but besides that I fished NOTHING. Absolutely nothing I am now convinced I carry a curse that makes me not catch a single fish. BUT I WILL PURSUE! fishing is all about patience after all! Also I dropped my CRACKED phone into the pool of the house of which I was staying at in Florida and well as you can guess it stopped working, dead, zero, nada, no response just completely dead so I've been phoneless but it's alright as someone unemployed I don't really have anything important on my phone heh.

But yes I did buy a new phone actually it might seem dumb but for the time being I bought an iPhone 8, actually for a while I haven't been into the newer stuff if you pick up what I'm putting down. Like I miss home buttons and touch id all that stuff so yes I researched and I can absolutely scroll on Instagram reels on it phew! considering it is an older phone. I made sure it was like old enough on how I liked it but still useable for everyday activities and the iPhone 8 seemed like the PERFECT candidate so I'm quite ecstatic about that when It comes.

Anyways I played volleyball the other day and by the other day I mean it was like two days ago. Saw some sweaty shirtless guys might I say I must go play volleyball more and I've started watching Beavis and Butt-Head, Jersey Shore, Daria, and South Park! all good shows very funny I love them.

I'm also CONSTIPATED and have been diagnosed well...self diagnosed with IBS (Irritable Bowel Syndrome) I am SURE I have it gosh it's terrible it ruins you're appetite and what not. So my dear mother has put me on a liquid and vegetable whole grain diet oh it's terrible...but it has been helping my digestion and this must go on for at least TWO MOTNHS...

But besides that soon I'm going to order a separate storage system for my gaming laptop so I can finally download RDR2 I am SO excited every since I was a wee thing I always thought about games which had exploration and fighting and stuff like that and little did I know OPEN WORLD GAMES ARE A THING! it opened a whole new world once I figured that out I think my first open world game was some game on PS2 but what I remember was definitely Zelda Breath of the Wild ONLY ONE OF THE BEST GAMES EVER CREATED! and I have the Second Zelda game I forgot what it's called but Link is exploring the sky islands now kind of disappointed there's no big bird I can ride in the newer Zelda like the old ones but it'd fine I still love it!

Since I can't afford Silent Hill...I just cry and watch playthroughs yearning for one day I can play it myself I LOVE that game but it's normal to be obsessed with a game you don't even own.

So I've been procrastinating I will go shower and go to bed I have to wake up early tomorrow to clean my closet sigh..
Goodnight!

Current Mood: amused
Current Location: Bedroom Flooor!
Current Music: In too Deep - Sum 41

Hello!
Well I'm in Florida now I've been fishing, my lure got stuck in who knows what under some mysterious 3000 pound log and I had to cut my line. GREAT.

besides that I swam and walked around the central area I'm staying at and ate ice cream specifically cookies and cream flavor and it was SO GOOD and had pizza. Saw a few hot babes here and there and that's about it!

pretty good day might I say. I will wake up around 6:00am tmr to go fish in a bigger place because today I fished in this lake but I want to try open water fishing!

we will see how that goes

now that's kind of it I will do the rest of my homework, shower, then sleep!

Goodnight!

Current Mood: calm
Current Location: Sitting on the floor
Current Music: None!

GAHH GRRR!
I don't want to do this I don't want a job in the future I DON'T WANT TO STUDY KINTETIC SCIENCE ENERGY I DON'T WANT TO SOLVE LINEAR EQUATIONS I DON'T WANT TO LEARN MY COUNTRIES GEOGRAPHY I DON'T. But I must calm...haha yes! for the sake of my future my beautiful future in which I'd have to WORK AND SPEAK TO PEOPLE AND ACTUALLY USE MY BRAIN INSTEAD OF PLAYING STAR WARS LEGO EDITION (2008) ALL DAY. ALL GOOD THINGS JUST HAVE TO COME TO AN END don't they? haha yes of course indeed how convenient so happy.

Recently my brother taught me this saying and it was like you have two wolfs in you're mind alpha wolfs whatever you want them to be, one is Dark and one is Light, the one that is expected to be the stronger one is the light one of course right? NO. the stronger one is the one you FEED THE MOST. I MUST FEED MY LIGHT WOLF AND PURSUE AND SURPASS THESE CHALENEGES OF MY LIFE!

who am I trying to convince? MYSELF. YES MYSELF.

it's okay there is a time for everything I just need to calm and be the epitome of serenity lotus blooming in frolicking butterfly fields.

so that's today's entry. Bye!
I will continue to do my homework and maybe go fish
I forgot to mention I am going to Florida soon next week I am so exited my well deserved vacation might I say!

Current Mood: anxious
Current Location: My Desk!
Current Music: NONE

Hi there!
yet another entry!
I wanted to write about something that has been troubling me for quite a while well for more than a while.

Mostly everyone was alive during the COVID 19 Pandemic of course well expect for babies duh but anyways Tik Tok started getting popular and stuff well I never really got into it neither am I into it now safe to say but that's BESIDES THE POINT what i'm trying to say is during the time everyone was inside everyone was WEIRD including myself I loved the anime MHA and Haikyuu and all that stuff anime was really the only stuff I watched in that time and Fnaf gameplays...and I played genshin impact for a while but got more into Zelda BUT I'M GETTING OFF TRACK AGAIN I continue, I got covid around 4 times during that period and well here I am alive and breathing so pretty happy about that but during that time here's the part where I was originally supposed to speak about is that during that time I got super sad or depressed might even say looking back now I am much different now than I was back then.

My Family was in also a bad emotional state I mean my dad's work was slow we were all inside and bored so that eventually lead to just a bad relationship between us all. We couldn't see our friends as much as we wanted to and that was maybe my last year to going into real school so I was just home SO NOW my past cool, confident, NOT AWKWARD PRIME SELF WAS GONE I can't believe it myself sometimes I was also skinny and athletic to say the least but not I was stuck home no hobbies what so ever NO SKILLS I WATCHED TV ALL DAY IT WAS TERRIBLE a time in my life I never wanted to go back to, I remember crying EVERY. SINGLE. NIGHT. in the bathroom for what? well I was just in a constant state of thinking that I was never worth well anything that I meant nothing in this world you know? just thinking I was overall just useless and I'm not shifting the blame here or anything but the comments that have stuck to me made from my family had affected me a ton during that period of time. So yeah not only was I depressed I cried every single night for some dumb reason I wrote a pathetic suicide note I had no friends and I was FAT and to just top it off I cut my long beautiful hair off. I REGRET IT EVERY SINGLE DAY so it was a terrible time in my life

Now to when things started getting back to normal.
So after that nightmare I slowly started going out more seeing my friends but here's the thing. I was FAT and I was AWKWARD. yes BOTH at the SAME TIME, I had no sense of style which I guess was normal for my age but my outfits were plain ridiculous and need I mention again I was AWKWARD? still am but it's gotten A LOT better so then years go on I grow up a bit I'm a bit more you know...CONSIOUS and I'm nowhere near as sad as I was back then so that's good. I need to mention...NOW I HATE ANIME I hate it with every fiber in my being I'm sorry to whoever reads this and is into anime it's just I realized the girls are like huge eyes tiny face and mouse voice and the guy is like SEVEN FEET TALL but of course that's not all anime's I just got genuinely bored I could never finish a series and I got into different types of media. So it's safe to say I have definitely grown to a less awkward person BUT I am a very clumsy person SO MANY EMBARASING THINGS THAT HAVE HAPPENED TO ME HAUNT ME TILL THIS DAY I can't speak of them all there are too many and I just don't want to think of such nightmares again but the list goes on..

So that's about it I must put my bed sheets on and go to bed goodnight!

Current Mood: exhausted
Current Location: Where do you think? my BED! >_
Current Music: None at the moment sighh

Hello!
yet another entry!
Recently things have been getting annoying hard maybe even tricky school is easy if you pay attention in class everyone knows that. I have a party tomorrow well graduation party for one of my friends I'm a bit stressed out or just anxious I'm not sure how to describe it but I've hung out with my friends before so why am I nervous? It's most likely during the summer I didn't do much just busy doing my hobbies INSIDE my house so I didn't talk to them much so I FEEL like I've lost my touch I feel like I can't think I feel like I'm awkward and this mentality is getting to me! I fear the only thing I want to do is be safe in my bedroom!

Another thing..

My dear mother is fueling my ANGER. Listen I'm sorry you are angry at something I have no idea but that gives you no right absolutely no right for you to take out you're pathetic anger on me!!, though at the same time I feel grateful for her behavior because now I know how NOT to act when I'm an adult so again I thank her for giving me such a clear view of what a Buck-Passer! Blame-Shifter! Finger Pointer! Crybaby she is! I cannot curse unfortunately so I can just GRR!

Though I must find inner peace and be the bigger person. I will not let people affect me this early on in my life. though it's sad to say I dislike my mother at certain times, anger is fueled by remembering so I must move past certain things. She once was a girl like me as she grew and went through hardships I must try my hardest to understand and most importantly remind myself that she is imperfect just like myself. It's difficult when you see the person who raised you make mistakes because you aren't used to seeing they're weaknesses it's like as if they were perfect in you're eyes for a moment, they were the ones you looked for when you felt hurt, sad, angry, but things change as you grow yourself and become more conscious of the world around you, you get to know all kinds of people all kinds of personalities and I must reflect on that to understand that people make mistakes including myself!!!

Current Mood: content
Current Location: My bed that i love so much
Current Music: Delayed Gratification by Flooding

I need to continue with my busy daily life but I can't seem to keep up

Things might start to get difficult with school starting again.

Well that's about it Goodnight!

Current Mood: sore
Current Location: Beddie bee
Current Music: None...I can't connect my headphones at the moment

Hello!
A few things have happened in the past days and I'm quite ecstatic to write about them here.
Before yesterday I was bored had nothing to do did all my homework (Yes! I do homework!) cleaned my room which is like once in a blue moon type of event! so I was extremely bored but at the same time was too lazy to do all my usual hobbies and my two siblings I'll call them Peach and Monkey, were out! so I was alone at the house.

So then I decided to roam the big wide web scrolling on you tube I come across a music video not ANY type of music video but HELENA
by my chemical romance so I'm like...okay? this has like a million views and it's pretty old so I CLICK on it and I start watching it BOOM eyes freaking opened dude the more I listened to freaking Gerard way SING it was like he was freaking singing to ME I was so I was stuck in a freaking trance. and do you know what else opened my eyes? freaking MIKEY WAY in the specific video Helena of course AND they're other music video the ghost of you the glasses the hair the guitar he was so gorgeous THAT was a hot babe right there.

So overall they're music is beautiful to me such great emotional pieces of art conveyed into music. That also made me think or ponder about how music has such a powerful effect on all types of people in this big wide world there are COUNTLESS different genres of music and they all move people differently for me it doesn't matter how popular a song is or how unpopular a song is it's how it makes YOU, YOURSELF feel whether on how you're feeling why you're feeling that way or if it reminds you of someone music is always there no matter how you're feeling it's just MUSIC! I find that so cool!

The next thing I wanted to go on about is CARS! MOTORCYCLES OR BIKES! I went to a Car meet today that's where all kinds of cars from different countries come together so you just walk around and admire they make a lot of noise revving and it sounds soo good well some of them based on how they're done it's sometimes obnoxious! but anyhow there was some nice BMWs with turbos and corvettes even Lambos, Kawasaki's! Yamahas, PORSCHES, run down old Toyotas, Sky lines! Mitsubishi evos which are one of my favorites and so on and around 10:00 PM when it's starting to get late there's a street next to a sidewalk so you can stand there and see all the cars leaving the meet and they go REALLY fast and I AM SURE I want to get a bike or motorcycle when I'm older! when the bikes started pulling out they would do wheelies and some would wobble almost falling over it's Awesome! the only thing I could do was watch in amazement and think... THAT is what I want when I'm older a freaking bike! the adrenaline the speed I was just so stoked about it and the cars don't even get me started so quick so fast so sleek so cool. That's yet another thing I have pondered about tonight on how there is so much to life I can have AMBITIONS and that's so cool to me life is only boring if you make it boring!

You have to break an egg to make an omelet!
Well that's it! I will probably go listen to music till i fall asleep or watch The Office Goodnight!

Current Mood: satisfied
Current Location: Hitting the Hay!
Current Music: Love is Only a Feeling by Joey Bada$$

I STOLE a CONDOM from my dad's drawer!

I am DOOMED.

Current Mood: distressed
Current Location: My Trundle! it's Late!
Current Music: Covet By Basement

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Sunny

GAHHH

I Remember and remember but then I remember again

In a bit of a pickle

Uh oh

I have found my awakening.

First entry...I AM A SINNER