Peers

[interpridfrog]

It's very dark outside and eerily quiet. 

Recently I feel like I have no thought behind my eyes, just a brain that's not even working
I'm missing social cues, I'm becoming awkward again, I don't want to talk to anyone DANG IT

I want to hide be safe and alone and have an unlimited supply of water because my head hurts.

I wish I had a best friend I was born with, like childhood best friend
I've always felt so lonely 
I'm home alone most of the time, my family leaves frequently, I wish I was a baby again so I could be small enough to be held by my mother's arms


I find it hard to think now, to do things when you're so unmotivated, but the world keeps moving either you try to move with it or become a failure,
a waste of a human.

I've always felt sad and lonely even though it sounds pathetic I never had someone who truly stuck around
but it's okay I say things like this and when I'm out in social gatherings I desperately want to be back in my bedroom.

pick a lane! 

I'm so tired and my head hurts, have to wake up early tomorrow
Buenas Noches!