I have found my awakening.
Aug. 10th, 2025 12:03 amA few things have happened in the past days and I'm quite ecstatic to write about them here.
Before yesterday I was bored had nothing to do did all my homework (Yes! I do homework!) cleaned my room which is like once in a blue moon type of event! so I was extremely bored but at the same time was too lazy to do all my usual hobbies and my two siblings I'll call them Peach and Monkey, were out! so I was alone at the house.
So then I decided to roam the big wide web scrolling on you tube I come across a music video not ANY type of music video but HELENA
by my chemical romance so I'm like...okay? this has like a million views and it's pretty old so I CLICK on it and I start watching it BOOM eyes freaking opened dude the more I listened to freaking Gerard way SING it was like he was freaking singing to ME I was so I was stuck in a freaking trance. and do you know what else opened my eyes? freaking MIKEY WAY in the specific video Helena of course AND they're other music video the ghost of you the glasses the hair the guitar he was so gorgeous THAT was a hot babe right there.
So overall they're music is beautiful to me such great emotional pieces of art conveyed into music. That also made me think or ponder about how music has such a powerful effect on all types of people in this big wide world there are COUNTLESS different genres of music and they all move people differently for me it doesn't matter how popular a song is or how unpopular a song is it's how it makes YOU, YOURSELF feel whether on how you're feeling why you're feeling that way or if it reminds you of someone music is always there no matter how you're feeling it's just MUSIC! I find that so cool!
The next thing I wanted to go on about is CARS! MOTORCYCLES OR BIKES! I went to a Car meet today that's where all kinds of cars from different countries come together so you just walk around and admire they make a lot of noise revving and it sounds soo good well some of them based on how they're done it's sometimes obnoxious! but anyhow there was some nice BMWs with turbos and corvettes even Lambos, Kawasaki's! Yamahas, PORSCHES, run down old Toyotas, Sky lines! Mitsubishi evos which are one of my favorites and so on and around 10:00 PM when it's starting to get late there's a street next to a sidewalk so you can stand there and see all the cars leaving the meet and they go REALLY fast and I AM SURE I want to get a bike or motorcycle when I'm older! when the bikes started pulling out they would do wheelies and some would wobble almost falling over it's Awesome! the only thing I could do was watch in amazement and think... THAT is what I want when I'm older a freaking bike! the adrenaline the speed I was just so stoked about it and the cars don't even get me started so quick so fast so sleek so cool. That's yet another thing I have pondered about tonight on how there is so much to life I can have AMBITIONS and that's so cool to me life is only boring if you make it boring!
You have to break an egg to make an omelet!
Well that's it! I will probably go listen to music till i fall asleep or watch The Office Goodnight!