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 I'm convinced very convinced I was born in the wrong time.

I would give up my soul everything my heart my limbs to go see Asking Alexandria perform Alerion.

but of course danny just had to ruin everything and become a country singer.
 
I CAN'T HAVE ANYTHING.

of course every elite band from back then are all dead and old now. 

DAMN MY PUTRID LIFE

I have a math test tomorrow. I have to sit in a dull room filled with all these other stupid kids that scroll mindlessly every single day of they're lives and are all failing and they smell bad and I can't even I can't even.

And I have to study math all night because who pays attention in math. NOT ME. I have so many things I want to do so many places I want to see I DON'T CARE ABOUT MY MATH GRADE I DON'T CARE ABOUT THE STUPID BOY SHE'S DATING just let me out of hereeeeeee help me I'm banging on this glass window desperately just imagine me however you would dying, crying, screaming, wanting OUT.

I don't CARE if you want a nose job I don't CARE if you feel insecure I WANT TO GO SEE SLEEPING WITH SIRENS THAT'S ALL I WANT.

I'm clawing at the dirt and getting my nails dirty as I desperately try to dig myself a hole that will somehow, magically transport me to the past

WHY CAN'T I HAVE A SKINNY PALE, BLACK HAIRED BOYFRIEND WHO WILL LISTEN TO METAL WITH ME That's all I truly desire 
I don't want responsibilities I don't want to study 
I don't want to have to deal with feelings of other people
It's too much work