Cirrus Cloud

[interpridfrog]

 Hello,
So update 
I went to a graduation party yesterday and how I wished I stayed home and rotted and loathed in self deprecation in the safety of my bed instead

I'm just being dramatic, but really I wished I stayed home instead, I mean almost three hundred people at you're party? I don't even know a 100 people 
I ate something, then danced, then went home and got McDonalds with my family, then watched TWD (The Walking Dead)  with my sister 
I mean it was an OKAY party but I almost slipped and died in front of everyone so I hate myself forever now

and I fell asleep without showering or washing my face or anything just threw on some random clothes and went to bed because I was EXHAUSTED
So I woke up feeling terrible, but I showered this morning so it's fine I guess

I also learned something about this like conjoined fetus ball it happens mostly with cows but it's excess skin and flesh that the cow throws out while giving birth to the baby cow

it's interesting

I have a huge poster of the Beatles on my wall so I open my eyes and the first thing I see is George Harrison's beautiful smoldering, young face
It gives me a feeling of joy in the morning

Today I also plan on buying more posters to complete the small empty patch on my wall
I still need to buy my PTV and SWS posters so that's probably what I'll buy first
and my Fnaf poster almost forgot about that

recently I've been eating so many apple flavored things
apple oatmeal
apple ice cream
apple
and that's it

also I wake up knowing that I'm going to be a 50 year old lady one day if I even live that far but if I do I'll be 50 years old one day
growing up is inevitable 
I want to stay a silent embryo for the rest of my life ughhh
No feeling no emotion no brain just silent egg
Don't make me get a job!

 every day has it's own worries and problems


BEFORE I DIE I WANT TO SEE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE

I should probably clean my room now so I'll go do that, will update tomorrow too

buybye